I'm a Survivor!!!


I am a survivor of domestic violence, I am a Survivor of Domestic Violence, I AM A SURVIVOR OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE!

Psalms 11:5 The LORD trieth the righteous: but the wicked and him that loveth violence his soul hateth.
I never thought I would be a person that is abused by her partner. I thought those men only existed on television because "how dare a man put his hands on a woman!!" "I wish a man would try to hit me, I would (fill in the blank)... But it happened, it happened to me, it happened so fast it still takes me time to remember bits and pieces of it...how did I start this, what is he doing, omg...I need to call 911, am I going to die, I can't move, why am I not fighting back, gosh he is so strong, maybe I shouldn't have provoked him, the look in his eyes is...dark, maybe I deserve this, but most importantly, "why did I make him so angry?" Being afraid is truly undefined in this moment...
Okay Okay... I am still healing and it may take some years for me to be able to fully tell my story, but I do want to share that in throughout the course of my attack, I was praying. Praying that he wouldn't take my life, that my children would not have to grow up without a mother, praying that he would realize what he was doing, and more importantly praying that my children wouldn't see this...It is a tough moment and it takes everything out of you.
Please be cautious when using these links if your are involved in a domestic violence situation, internet history can be tracked by your abuser. Sometimes it's Better to Call...

800-799-SAFE (7233) or 800-787-3224 (TDD).

800.656.HOPE (4673)



If you are in a situation where you are afraid or concerned from your safety, there are many options available to you, you are not alone!
Lord for all of those who are reading this blog, let them know that you are their Lord and Savior and you are ready to intervene, cease, and change their situations. Lord show them that you are already present and all they need to do is call on your name, Jesus, for no man can withstand your power. Let them know that this is not their battle and they no longer need to fight. Bring peace over the anxiety of their heart, their mind, their homes, and their children. Lord make a way even when it seems like there is none. Show them those that they can trust to reach out to for help and Lord by the Blood of Jesus cover and protect them from those that mean to bring them any further harm. I pray that you be with these families who are experiencing family violence or have been through any form of it. By Isaiah 53:5, Lord, by your stripes they are healed. Lord I pray that this blog reaches the right one at the right time to stand up and say, "It is time for a change." And for those that come to this recognition bring them the strength, the patience, and determination to trust that you will guide them safely through. And no matter the hard decisions Lord, let your will be done in their life. For all things will work out for their good if their faith remains in you. In the name of Jesus, Lord, we are the people you saved by sending your only begotten son to give his life for our sins so that we can be forgiven. So forgive us Lord for losing our way, we ask that you come into our lives and break these chains that have bound us for too long. In the name of Jesus we pray, amen.


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